dimanche 25 mars 2007

I can't say "no way".

That’s a simple title for an insipid post. I don’t have so much to say you but probably the most important thing is my work situation. As you have been able to read in the last post, I was alone doing the job but not now but thank to God, she has come in a very good moment because I was almost exhausted although that has harmed my position in the job negotiation. Last Friday was my last contract day and they have offered me renewing two months more with the employment agency because they don’t believe on me (they had doubts). I can admit mistakes because the situation but this is totally unfair because I did my best and I was in the limit. So in this forced situation, I had to accept it but I’m going to start to look for another job in this two months. I am so angry and disillusioned because I wanted work stability. It seemed hard luck appeared again in my life but well, we must take the bull’s horns and face the future as good as possible. I think this is the right mentality in this moment.


Fuck them off!!

One thing is clear: everything can change in a moment. Before my workmate had gone I felt myself appreciated and now I feel like some kind of work marginal.

samedi 3 mars 2007

Non-stop working.

It’s been a bad week because mistakes at work. I had to develop the work of two people and in certain extreme moments, mistakes and tensions appeared. I think it’s normal because I’m overburdened working double. And the worst it’s that nobody thanked my effort. So I know, this situation is not new and other people have given the job up but I don’t want to do that (almost for now) because I like the job though I have to find out a lot of things so I work slowly sometimes. The good side is my workmates are doing their best helping me as much as they can, so this gives me a lot support (mainly moral).

But, I don’t want to appear sad and life is not only the work, so I think it’s time to start to send mails in order to establish a date and a place for the next meeting-dinner, so I arraign you to say anything about it.

Well, I’ll wait your suggestions. See you soon people,

Elgaine de Balliers